reflection

Selfies

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I love taking photos, but rarely do you find me in a photo.  I have friends who obsessively document their journeys through life by taking selfies.  I prefer to look down the lens.  For me it is more than the tourist shot.  I see beauty where others don’t.  A gnarly tree with interesting skeletal branches, you see a dead tree.  Intricate carvings on a pot, beautifully framed, you see a pot sitting alone.  Light and shadow on moving water, you see a pond.  I share a few here and there and have documented some via social media. But mostly the photos are for me.  A way to look back on the beautiful things I have seen through my eyes.  The beautiful people, the ordinary man on the street.  These images will always bring a smile or sigh on a quiet or reflective day.  I see how taking photos can be a distraction, taking from actual experiencing the subject matter.  But for me to sit and capture the beauty of a sunset or sunrise of a place I may not visit again is satisfying, I know I can look back and be reminded of how I felt, what I saw, through my eyes.  This is my travel souvenir, much more apposite.

 

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Faithful Friends

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My old dog pushed himself under the wire fence, sure in his actions. A million times before, he has followed this path. His eyes are dimming and I am sure he hears very little. You can walk up behind him and he doesn’t know you are there. But there is no escaping his exuberance. I look and the geriatric cat is following as well. My pets they are amazing. Aged but enthusiastic. In fact I am amazed Max doesn’t blow away in the breeze, a shadow of his former regal tabby self. So many of his 9 lives, he has used up. We cut a path up through the trees an incline of 45degrees, but not deterred Max trots along meowing, talking if you will, the old dog gallops like a puppy let off the leash for the first time. He travels four times as far as Max and I, zig zagging the familiar path. We reach the brow of the hill and a family of deer are grazing in the paddock next door. They watch us for a moment, then with a flash they scamper off leaping the wire fence. I am sad that they don’t stay around. We meander along the fence for a time, the cat faithfully by my side, Toby well he comes and goes, but we are never far away from him. The night is starting to draw in but we are not concerned, a motley crew an old lady, her old dog and even older cat. My companions for 16 years. I miss them, having moved from the family home, my visits are few and we must make the most of them. We come across a stump and I plonk myself down and soak up the sounds of the encroaching night. Frogs are starting to sing their songs and I think I can hear a cricket, but I may be wrong. I don’t care, I sit, i breathe and soak up the solitude, just me and my faithful never judging friends. I notice Max is taking great interest and pleasure in something on the ground. It is an egg. I look up, it must have fallen from the tree canopy above. I hear his greedy slurping as he sucks out the nectar from inside. Toby wanders and waits for us. I watch the sun set, the colours of the sky a joy of orange and yellow. It darkens as does my mood, I know it us time to head back. My moment of peace is coming to an end. I use the light of my phone to pave the way, there are gnarled tree roots, fallen branches and burrows to avoid. Max leads the way as he is sure of foot and obviously sees better than this old lady and her trusty dog. The lights from the house shine as we get closer. With their growing intensity my despair grows, my bubble of joy deflates. We are at the house, I hear the shower running as I head to the kitchen, my old friends are ravenous, you would think they had not seen food in days. I bend and place their bowls on the floor, as I stand back up I know I am no longer alone in the room.

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Thoughts of a young girl

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It scares me to death that in life, we’re all just kind of winging it. None of us get a how-to-guide, which I feel I could really use as I begin my twenties!

I’m quiet – and a believer that the quietest of us have the loudest minds. I write as a hobby, and would be very content in a job where I could write all day.

Recently I’ve found that sometimes I expect too much from others because I’m willing to do that much for them. I have a big heart, which has been my downfall in the past. It’s time to do something for me.